entangled hearts

i just realized that my heart is somehow entangled to you in a weird way. somehow your affection has been an integral part of my confidence - and i did not notice at all. until i realized it has changed - and somehow there's this weird hole in my heart. i am very afraid to dwell in this fact. the hole is small, yet i know it can suddenly get bigger if i tend to it. i am putting in on hold right now until i am forced to face it.

i can't tell my heart to appreciate you, yet it goes uneasy when it realizes you are moving away.

this is very strange i am running away from this

for now.